I'm in love... Deeply in love. He makes me feel things I never thought I could feel. He's perfect for me, and I never want this to end.

Tyler, I love you. You're my world, my universe. You mean everything to me. You're my dream come true.

9.5.05 <3

I find it funny how some people can have high confidence and then with one snide remark it can all go to the pisser. Why do people have to be so cruel sometimes? It may not be the meanest thing to say, but it can hurt someone. People need to think before they speak. "Hey, looks like someone's gaining some weight."

Is it just a friendly remark, or is the translation, "Hey, Fatty. Better lose some weight, your stomache is bulging over your tight ass pants"? Whatever it is... It means diet. One person can change so much about someone with so few words, it's almost frightening.

Be careful of what you say because you never know who it may offend or hurt. Simple remarks can leave deep impacts that you never thought would hurt. Whether it's true or not, be cautious of what you say around certain people.

Even if you're mad, be careful. If you're mad enough to say cruel things then you know that you care. If you care then you shouldn't be saying mean things at all. It's a double-edged sword, but learn to be the bigger person in any situation. Hurting a certain person may be the goal, but you could wind up hurting someone else even more. Is it fair? Of course not. But... it's life.

9.5.05 <3

Not all things in life come expected.

Not all things in life come unexpected.

Just have to play it by ear and see what happens. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. It all evens out eventually.

Words can't explain how happy I am right now. =]

Even the best fall down, but you always have to pick yourself back up. There's always a light at the end of the dark tunnel. Embrace it. Never give up.

Sometimes life hands you little surprises. Not everything in life is predictable, but where would the fun be in that?

Everything great has a beginning.

Does everything have to have an end?

Whether it lasts forever or for a short time you must learn to take in happiness and never look back. Don't regret. Just let life take you where you're supposed to go. There may be bumps along the way but that's life. The bumps help you appreciate the smoothness.

Not every question has an apparent answer; sometimes you have to work for it. In the end, it's all smiles.

Is there always a turning point?

Sometimes life hands you obstacles and the true definition of strength is not how you overcome them, but how you present yourself when they arrive. The definition of one's self is how well they are able to get back up.

True happiness doesn't always come the way you imagine, but it always comes in a perfect package. Whether you choose to see it or not is up to you.

August 26, 2005. A night to remember.<3

Dreams aren't what they used to be.

There are times when things are really easy, and yet others when life is really tough.

Then, there are neutral times where the bad things weigh even with the good ones. That's where I feel I am right now. Except things are starting to go up.

No more heartbreak.

No more drama.

Just... peace. Calm. Restful.

Dreams. Ambitions. They're starting to change. Are we supposed to know what we want to do in life at such a young age?

People ask me what I want to be. I used to know for sure, but not anymore. People ask me what my religion is, and I can't answer that either.

Am I supposed to know everything? Am I supposed to know what I want, what I believe in, and what I want to be?